Goodbyes SUCK

So I'm sitting on my bed in my empty dorm room fighting back tears. It's my last day as an on-campus student — come September I'll be in my apartment — and my last day here of sophomore year.

I can't say it enough...I just love this school so much. It (and the people here) make me happier than I can say. I could go on about it forever, but I'm crunched for time, so we're going to do a good ol' bullet point post.

• no weight post this week simply because I have not had time to even take a picture of myself. Exams/papers/articles/etc. took over my life and my sleep schedule. Hi, I haven't slept in three weeks.

• I applied for and got a Supervisor position in admission!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO excited and so proud of myself :) It was really, really tough competition. I'm still smiling about it :)

• because of said supervisor job (and the pay raise that comes with it) and a few other contributing factors, I may not have to take summer classes this summer or graduate early (!!!!!!!!!!!). This would make me ridiculously happy.

• have I mentioned I haven't slept in three weeks? Cause, like, I haven't. Last night I was up packing until 4:45, and was so tired my eyes would.not.stay.open, so I power-napped for 10 minutes and then packed again til 5:40. Then I crashed on the couch and my alarm went off at 6:30.

• the good news is that all my stuff has been taken to storage. The bad news is that I *already* discovered a few things I should have packed but didn't. Oh well, storing 15 boxes costs enough money...

• my flight leaves in a few hours. I'll get into Texas at like 10 p.m. I want to sleep for a week straight (PLEASE!!!), but no go: I've got a dentist appointment at 9:30 a.m. tomorrow, and a haircut at 11:30, and babysitting jobs lined up for the weekend.

• I really wish I was staying over the summer here with all my friends. I'm not — but my summer is starting to shape up. In addition to nannying for Sam, Ben & Coco, I'm going to see family in Georgia and Michigan, my friend Kelly is coming to visit for two weeks, and I'm going to the BEACH with these awesome people!!!

• Boytoy Sean and I officially ended our "relationship" on Monday (we weren't in an actual relationship — more like friends with benefits (hi, Mom and Dad!) but we decided not to continue that in September). Now I gotta find me a real relationship. Who knows someone good for me?! Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?

• I keep thinking back to this time last year. D. and I had just split up, and I was heartbroken. Last summer was so, so hard...but this year is so much better.

Ummm...I think that's it. Next time I write I'll be in Tey-has!


Anonymous said...

goodness i went through about 16 emotions while reading this post.

BUT for all it's worth, you're coming home!!!!!!!

however, we need to discuss bathroom rules. because as of tonight, we will be sharing one again. and i've gotten very used to having my own.

and you're going to the beach??????

-your sister

Anonymous said...

Yes, but hellos are great! Glad you're home, sweetie.

I'm so, so very proud of you and I LOVE having you around.


P.S. You get to go to the BEACH?????

Jenny said...

Cannot wait for the beach!! Thank you, thank you for saying yes! It's going to make this trip so much better.

Can't wait to see you soon!

The Nanny said...

Jenny, I can't tell you how excited I am :)

NOW: need to get in shape!!!