7.10.2008

Surfacing

I've been laying low, these past few days...struggling physically with illnesses that just won't go away and which lead me, in a panicky state, to consider a myriad of "what ifs." Struggling emotionally with even more what ifs. I am not myself, lately, which frightens me...but know that I am working (and not working alone) to bring myself round again. But I am here.

6 comments:

Monica H said...

Awww Nanny!

I've been wondering where you were. Now I know. I'm sorry.

Monica said...

Sorry. I just hate the, "what ifs".. except for when you buy a lottery ticket. I hope you feel better.

Juicebox Mom said...

Hang in there! Hope you will be all better soon.

niobe said...

The what ifs can be terrifying.

Thinking of you.

Anonymous said...

love you

Carole said...

Sending you lots of well wishes...
~Carole