Just as I was finding some peace & closure about my whole Mrs. & Mr. R. situation (thinking maybe things are just over; there'll be no more drama, no more seeing them, and finally being okay with it), I got an e-mail from Mrs. R. My e-mail server is down or I'd post it now, so I'll have to post it later. But basically it was happy-go-lucky and like nothing was wrong. She hoped I'd had a good time on my trip. She also said she had forgotten about the stroller and thanked me for reminding her about it. She said something like "the girls were so excited to see me," and she hoped I could come over sometime next week for a while.
It was a nice, pleasant e-mail. It's like the e-mails we exchanged last week never happened.
I was angry at first, then upset--I kind of hoped this was all over. And I'm still mad about what they said to me. I hate that it seems like they've gotten over it. I haven't replied, but at this point this has just been so sucky that I want it all behind me. As much as I want to see the girls and say goodbye, I really had gotten comfortable with thinking that I wouldn't be able to again.
I realize at this point that I'm acting immature, and that bugs me. I should just suck it up and go over there. I just don't know what they've told the girls about me and I'd rather not spend time with Mr. & Mrs. R.
What do you say, guys? I felt like the shaky ground that I've been walking on for the past week was finally starting to solidify--but now it's like the ground has been pulled out from under me.
Please tell me if I'm being immature or wrong. I hate this.